Whats up y'all..
 
I just realised it has been a crap-load of time since I really wasted any time writing my blog. Pity because its a good time waster and allows people to complain at my poor writing, boring stories and lack of new chocolate cake recipes... I don't know why I haven't written here for some time... in fact, I HAVE written crap stories this year but never published any, mostly because I forgot or was to lazy to finish it. The last one I wrote was when I had just broken my arm, that was months ago now, so I guess its about time. So, here it is... the first blog entry I have had all year...  Dah Daaaaaaah.........
 
I get the feeling that my work is gonna have some big changes in the upcoming months... Probably meaning that I will be looking fo a new job, or I  will be looking for a new city to live in. I haven't decided which is the best option for myself yet, so its all just ideas now. But as this job ends, and other parts of my life are changing, I really feel like I need a big change of direction. Maybe get into some serious study somewhere, or maybe pack up and move to another city/country and experience what I can there. I can't put my finger on it, but I feel that my life is missing something important... and I can't wait to find it. Anyway... I hope the coming months can guide me well, and help me to make a good decision for my future.
 
Yesterday I walked to the subway with one of my students after we both finished his class... He seemed so excited to be walking along with me, and asked me 'zhe shi shen me' and pointed to almost EVERYTIHNG he could point at... "whats this"?... "thats a car", "whats this"?... "thats a tree"... "whats this"?... "thats another car". It must surely seem like a boring and tedious game to play with a hyperactive 4 year old, but I felt really good to be doing that, just being his friend and hanging out together to the subway. His mum seemed very happy that I would walk with him so she doesn't have to chase after him so much. This kids name is Brian and he is the naughtiest boy in one of my favourite classes. Every week he causes trouble, doesnt listen, and runs around like crazy just to make life difficult for us in class. But even tho he is such a pain to me, I know that when he leaves my class, its never gonna be the same again, and I will miss him like crazy. He now only has ONE class remaining, and that is next wednesday. To make this worse, another 2 kids from the same class will have their last class on this wednesday also. I don't like to see things change so much, and it makes my heart sad to know that I probably will never see these kids again. I love the kids at my work. They are adorable and they are the only reason I survived in Shanghai so long. I will post some pictures of my lovely kids, I hope you can see how great they are also. :D
 
Errrrr... I can't remember previous summers in Shanghai being soooo hot. Is it just me or is it way hotter this year??? Dammit... At least all the summer girls are coming out hahaha. :D Its so nice to see HOOOT girls walking around Shanghai streets again. Pity I am a boy so I am also so hot, but more sweaty and ugly.. Never mind, I still prefer to be locked up somewhere with a/c rather than perving at nameless honeys...  *cough cough*... Meanwhile... re dai feng bao (dino park swimming pool) was pretty deadly, apart from the fashion. I can't understand how chinese girls can be such good dressers, but so seriously bad with swimwear... and then men... OMG... the men. How can u guys still wear the tight tight short shorts which are about 38% see through, cling to ur skin when wet, and show EVERY detail. God blessed u with pants to hide from the general public....  please put IT away. Girls, I won't rip ur taste for swim wear because maybe its jsut a culture thing... but if I went to a swim park like this in a western country, and there were about 1000 people there... surely at least 50 would be deadly hot girls, working hard on looking good. I don't just mean good, I mean fOine with a capital O. :D Seems all the hot girls stayed at home the day I went there hahaha... never mind. :p I hope I can do some more swimming in the coming weeks, I miss a good summer swim season in New Zealand. Beaches close to my house are sometimes perfect on a January afternoon and some of my best childhood memories have happened at beaches. Anyway... I'm glad is summer for a number of reasons.

I was trying to change the video to a song - 'The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel', but the link I have isn't working... I love one line from that song the most... "I can show you I'll be the one". I like that, showing you that I would be perfect for u. You showing you could be perfect for me. Pity life is much harder than that hehehe... anyway, I love this song, it is deep in my heart for my own reasons. I miss good music dearly. I feel cut off from the msuic world when I stay in China, I should work harder to listen more. I haven't really accessed any decent new music for a loooooong time, I should try and update my tracklists soon hehe. :D

Errrrr... kinda don't know what to say... I miss alot of people... not that I would ever tell them tho... :p I'm outta here yo... take care, be good and maybe write to u again in another 8 months or so... hahaha :D

Peace.
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